#LIVE💖

What are most of your worries? Name some things that are stressing you.. what are they? I’m thinking its financial, MAYBE! It could be your job.. Maybe because you’re lacking things you feel you should have, or behind in time. Wanting to reach goals that seem so far? Can’t seem do or be ‘PERFECT’ for someone? Can’t get over something that seems so deep?ETC! WHATEVER IT MAY BE..

listen to me 👂🏽

LET GO! LET GO! LET GO!

Don’t think about it too hard, whatever your heart feels will be your FIRST THOUGHT 💭

Don’t stare at it too long, if it catches your eye.. get it!

If it’s a place you want to travel, GO 🛫

If there’s something you wish to see, SEE!

If there’s a feeling you crave deep, seek! Let that feel BE.💗

If there’s something you want to say, SPEAK 🗣

It’s crazy! We human beings understand VERY WELL, “tomorrow isn’t promised” .. yet, we still stress and waist our precious time on worldly things. Like bills, cars, houses, money, what we have, and what they NEXT person has🙄. What can any of those things do for us when the heart is broken?? When the soul is weak?? When you speak, but no one is listening?? That HURTS DEEP!! What about family?? What about culture?? What about love?? What about unity?? We’re suppose to be WHOLE! We are divided in a world that’s getting colder by day. Blinded by these things that are leading us to the place we’re not even THINKING about..

When I leave, who will miss me?? OR WHO WILL WE MISS?? Did I tell them I love them enough? The question is.. DID YOU SHOW THEM YOU LOVED THEM ENOUGH 🤧 time is irreplaceable and waits on no one or nothing.. ever heard the saying “give the ones you love their roses while they can smell them” ?? Well i believe in that saying very much! No matter what happened yesterday, or what’s coming up tomorrow.. we have to live for today!

So STOP, stop stressing about what you can NOT control. Take ONE day at a time, ONE second into every minute.. enjoying what makes you, YOU. And when I say, YOU, I mean actually ‘YOU’. Not where you come from or family.. but what brings out the light in you✨ what helps show you’re inner beauty. Doing the things YOU like to do, not because you ‘have to’ because you ‘WANT TO’ 😌

-tNl🧠

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#HOPE..

Something woke me up today, on ANOTHER level.. A HIGHER level, a GREATER spirit! 🤸🏽‍♀️ like something whispered in my ear and said to me “Hold On” 💪🏽 you got this! Be strong 😌 giving me hope to move on, but differently.. he said to me “GET UP!”

” On to, your TWO feet.. and BE what it is, that I’ve sent you to be.. let not your mind trick you to be this “naive” this “bitter” human being.

But be who you know deep down, you are indeed! Let that beauty shine, let it come from deep within, THEN! Then, will your journey BEGIN.. ”

I hope to give hope to the world, and strength to the weak.. because I didn’t have anyone to give to me ..

-tNl🧠

#AnswerMe.

How can I be so naive?

So bitter, buried under insecurities🤧

Looking at everything one sided

No chance to love me.

Everyone’s the enemy!

Thinking how could this be, in the mirror ..

You wanna know what I see?

A broken image, hurting deep..

A soul fighting to be free!

Feels like only one understand, is me.

Can’t express this, can’t let them see!

Not this me, this me is too weak😞

No one will understand, can’t even ask for a hand

To hold, to keep.. to stay!

And never leave😪

Seeing me for me, and not what they’ve made me to be

Look deep, you’ll see.

I believe, she’s still in me

But only the real can see; the tiny peace of faith buried deep inside of me

That’s what keeps me going, hoping for a better morning

Where I won’t wake up hurting, just because I ‘CAN see

Just because I ‘CANthink, see, hear, eat..

Have you ever felt that hurt?

Where your breathe makes you weAk🤨

Wishing your heart would seize

No more existence of me, no more memories

Of the hurt, the pain,

No more let down, no more burdens

No weight on no ones shoulder

Would it all THEN, be over??

-tNl🧠

#CanYouHearMe👣

Things toughened, but times ticking

Needing a blessing, drowning in depression

No way to tell it, but through poetry👩🏽‍💻..

Look in the mirror, this isn’t me!

Who can be, someone so naive, WEAK!👥

Hideout, you’re hideous🤦🏿‍♀️

Be quiet, no one cares!🙊

You’re THE bad person, how dare you speak.

Your opinion, we don’t need..

To a family, the black sheep 🐑 ……

Thinking to myself, WHY ME??

Keeping everything bottled in, trying to make a monster of me?

Trying to belittle the small confidence I’ve managed to keep,

An break the walls I’ve build to protect me?

I won’t let you! I can’t let you!

You’re beneath me demon! You will not win!

Keeping everything beneath, can’t let you get in!

Won’t let you break my skin 💆🏽‍♀️

I WAS BORN TO WIN✨

You don’t believe in me, then let that be!

But I believe in me🗣

And when I bend my knee, he speaks wisdom and unity.. prosperity and completion..

An in that, I believe.. 🙏🏽

So that day is coming, where I will be!

Who I SEE that I can be👸🏽

As long as I got faith in me,

That’s all I need 💋

-tNl🧠

#SuicideAwareness

Some of the strongest, been through the wrongest

An who’s there for them?

When the tables turn, their bridge has burn..

Still expected to be strong, trying to hang on..

But someone has done them wrong, hurt their heart.. threw at them, a stone

Now at their peek, it’s their time to be weak..

Maybe shed a tear, bend a knee

WHATEVER, the case may be..

Tell me, will someone pick up that bone.. and let me eat

So that I can regain some strength, so that I will no longer be “weak”

Everyone falls short some times, even the strong deserve to cry.

Question is.. who will wipe their eye?

Who knows what’s awaiting a tomorrow,

After saving your world from its sorrows.. wouldn’t YOU have a worried mind?

Wiping others tears, helping conquer their fears!

Who’s helping cross my battlefields, holding my hand til my wounds heal?!

Or even took a second to THINK, maybe just maybe, how do I feel..

Listening to others pain, where is my gain?

Not a soul cares if ‘I CRY! Or what if.. a thought of suicide..

No one helps wipe my eye, or comfort my mind.. heal my soul

Would anyone even care to know, or ask about my sorrow..

They haven’t even noticed.. my smile had gone unnoticed..

But in my mind it’s noted “strong is what I’m known as”

#NEVERGIVEUP✨

_tNl🧠